nose bleed

your awake but ever thing's dead. hes beside you one arm flung over you. you roll over and stair deep into his shut eyes. this is the first time you have woken up with a lover, the first time they didn't want to get rid of you fast enough to drop you home straight after they cum all over you. You have a boyfriend back home. this would have to be about the third guy you have cheated on him with but still you feel nothing, no regret, no guilt, your a heartless person because of your past. a heartless cruel bitch. the house is silent besides the dull thumps from his room mates getting ready down stairs. they probably heard the hole thing last night. downstairs-out of bounds. his arm is still flung over you, his eyes still deep in slumber. His dreams still a secret in his head. You wont run away first thing in the morning, leave without a trace. he is not just some random, quite a good friend of yours, but you will not stay because you want a relationship, not because you want more of him though you do, not because home is too far away. just because you would rather be anywhere on earth other then home.
Your a heartless cold bitch and i fucking hate you.